In the peace of a moment of rest
in pushed up pillows
I feel the love
of a friend opening me

to the Force and the people
I miss, whom I can't give
what I want to share

In my mind I attentively train
my body as a freeway
for what I need
The attention soothes the pain

and my emotions, yet
it is the attention from outside
that makes me happy

lifting me feathery light
into the eternity
of being connected
and letting go of myself