People disappear
in the round off of their group
shifted between deficit and surplus
when the brim is reached

and you still do exist, but all the same
do not count - nothing can be done about it
For others, my life and experiences are
interchangeable, yet unexchangeable with anyone

Only hypothetically am I famous
for the global impacts
of the anonymous flapping of my wings
amidst all butterflies

amidst all flowers
in the gardens of the world
and the vases here in the centre
of Amsterdam and my thoughts