I just let the pointless anger
rage around in my head
and bang the door

behind my sadness
searching for a way out
of your incomprehension

which I can not bear
I am suffering, knowing not
to be a child, you not my mother

who could read my face
whether open or closed
We have to take pains:

married love, wanting
to go together through life
under a yoke, not running away

after the years of romance