Zywa Words that don't match

You have your own parties
with old friends, sweet tea
and jokes. I miss you

I comfort myself with music
and go to bed. You come
home, I act difficult

with words that don't match
my feelings, actually
I have no idea

what I should
say now, in confusion
I cannot manage

to be honest
about myself, I just talk
around it and contradict myself

I'm not fair, you say
Yes, that is true
I should not love you

Poem 1610
Amsterdam, 2017-11-08

Collection: Freend 
Keyword: Love: flawed/doubt/powerless 
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