Zywa
Words that don't match
You have your own parties
with old friends, sweet tea
and jokes. I miss you
I comfort myself with music
and go to bed. You come
home, I act difficult
with words that don't match
my feelings, actually
I have no idea
what I should
say now, in confusion
I cannot manage
to be honest
about myself, I just talk
around it and contradict myself
I'm not fair, you say
Yes, that is true
I should not love you
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